April 2009
again,
i don’t think i’ll ever be able to fully express how fed up i am with school, right now. mrs. donalson’s more retarded than ever, mrs. reilly’s starting up her psychotic routine again, ms. tyrone still thinks she’s a teacher, mr. turoff is never clear enough, and mr. brown is going to allow us to embarrass ourselves at state tomorrow. i swear the only two...
thank you to the seventy million people that told me to go to fmylife.com
it’s amazing :)
so, hollywood rip ride it and whatever the name’s too long
will not be ready by saturday, which is extremely depressing. hopefully we get park-hoppers, but knowing mr. brown, we probably didn’t.
"[freedom] run away"
last night at chorus rehearsal, ryan was all, “today was my last day.” - because he’s a senior and graduating and all that good stuff - and on the way home, i found myself getting really anxious, and not because of the paper i have due today, or the one due friday, or tech week, or ap exams, but just because of school. in general - as in, the thing you go to everyday that never...
i feel completely NOT productive. like i just can’t do anything special anymore.
i hate seeing that car. i look for it all the time, and then when i actually see it, i want to drive off a cliff. i hate that i can’t let go of the past.
april.
wow. has it been forever or what?
i’ve been good this week. i’ve done my homework, studied, all that great stuff. i’ll just have to see how this weekend goes. btw. being seventeen feels no different from being sixteen. i just feel - kind of fat right now. i think i’m gonna go do something outside, though. it’s GORGEOUS today. ridiculously so. the world is...
hehe.
for my birthday i got the twilight soundtrack, nick and norah’s infinite playlist, the iPod classic - and so many cool things.
and chelsay took me to pf chang’s, my new favorite restaurant.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))
jenny wells.
you’re amazing, too. thank you so much for the shout out - i love you to death.
"Parents were invented to make children happy by...
my parents are insane.
somebody told me they liked this (:
I heard the familiar sound of Tracey’s favorite, Grecian-style sandals on the linoleum at the front of the school, and I sucked in one last breath and held it. Sam was sobbing so loud in Coach Marcus’s office, I could hear her out in the hallway.
The bad kid hallway. The scary one with a few, hard chairs to sit in while someone awaited their fate.
Tracey stormed into the office, spoke briefly...
all-county = sore throat.
i rode my bike for almost an hour today. i need to do that more often. i also got a sunburn - FINALLY :) i’ve decided i want simplicity, not extravagance. i’m watching The Ten Commandments.
happy easter.
i’ve decided that war movies are just not for me. i like some of them, they’re interesting, and mostly historically accurate - but they disturb me on so many levels sometimes.
this day is going by nicely.
slowly…
anyone wanna buy some chocolate?
i feel kind of bad for my mom. she has a lot on her shoulders, teaching first graders. their big tests are coming up, just like the AP students. hm.
she says some of them still don’t put their names on their papers, and some turn in half-completed tests because they don’t check to see if there are more questions on the back.
i guess those are problems, huh?
Watchtoday was half relaxing and half stressful. but everything got done, and everything didn’t get done. it was senior skip day, and all i wanted was to be a senior - just for today. it was gorgeous outside, so i sped home, put on sunscreen, and went out to my backyard to get some sun. but, of course, the clouds have blanketed the sky and blocked the sun. it was actually cold out there.
...
i don’t like “themes”. i like retarded-ly going through and changing colors on the “minimalist” setting. it suites me :)
page66.
OHMYGOD!!!!
so i’m having a really twilight-nerd day, and um, i just found out (because i’m not that much of a nerd) that a fifth installment was being written - but it was leaked on to the internet. it’s on stephenie myer’s website - Midnight Sun. i’m reading it right now.
gosh…
motherlode.
hm.
i tried to load sims2 on my laptop…
and it froze for three days - no joke.
but i’m way excited for sims3, since i’m supernerd. :) me and eric were talking about playing pokemon on gameboy today…those were the days.
and i’ve decided that i have a favorite composer, and oh-so-cliche-like, it’s Mozart, because his music is absolutely amazing. i’m...
"the blue air / is up there / and could i bring it...
this song makes me want to do something great, but i don’t know what or how.
and savannah - i love you, chickie.
schedule for next year.
advanced placement literature and composition - because i have a brain defect.
advanced placement calculus AB - because i’m not smart enough to be in BC, or AB for that matter…again with the brain defect.
advanced placement government / advanced placement macroeconomics - because i love mrs. reimer.
physics honors - because my dad was right.
chorus - because i love to sing, and i...
snap.
at rehearsal last night, treis wore his Jesus Christ Superstar shirt…….
i kind of wanted to be all, “what’s that behind you?” and rip his shirt off him when he turned.
then, i’d take it, sew it back up, and wear it like i actually got to go.
but my parents won’t buy me anything these days.
not even Jesus Christ Superstar tickets…..
:(
another random sample of my writing.
if anyone cares.
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Paisley ate lunch with me every day at school. Her fickle, shallow friends had quickly abandoned her in September, and now it was February. I was her only friend now—me and my best friend, Allison, who was sitting across from my sister and me. “Hey,” she said, “look what I found you.” She reached into her lunch box and produced a small package that looked like an...
History Review.
“For four-fifths of our history, our planet was populated by pond scum.” - J. W. Schopf
“History is indeed little more than the register of the crimes, follies and misfortunes of mankind.” - Edward Gibbon
“History never looks like history when you are living through it.” - John W. Gardner
“History is the short trudge from Adam to atom.” - Leonard...
what does it stand for?
ACT.
update: A Complete Test.
haha :)
ACT tomorrow. i’m not too worried - only that i’ll get a worse score than last time.
i think i’m going to the movies tonight with my parents (my brother has a date - awww - so we have to go. plus, it’s in pensacola).
i’m currently watching Hitler’s Family on the History Channel, my new addiction. why? i don’t know. Hitler had a girlfriend - did you...
